Betapa sakitnya sariawan!

Aduuuuuhhhhh........
Setelah sekian lama sudah tidak pernah kena sariawan, akhirnya inilah minggunya terkena sariawan dahsyat nan gedang alias besar yang terletak di sebelah kiri mulut. Ya ampyuuun, sakit banget! Rasanya sakit sampai menusuk jiwa....*Alah!
Hmmm...anyway, apa ya bahasa inggrisnya sariawan? anyone knows?
Mungkin skyextract kali ya.....hehehhehehe ^_^

The movie list - valid until Feb 28th 2009

Cadillac Records (Beyonce Knowles, Adrien Brody)

*Courtesy of shallownation.com

Australia (Nicole Kidman)

*Courtesy of thecinemareview.com

Changeling (Angelina Jolie; John Malkovich)

*Courtesy of theinsidenews.com

Che bello!

Tutti...
Ho trovato una cosa molto inteligente!
Ho scoperto che ho potuto mettere tipo un dizionario inglese - italiano virtuoso per il mio blog. Bello no? Cosi posso scrivere in italiano e mi capite lo stesso...

Che figo!

Sedang Bingung

Waaahhh tidak enak rasanya jadi bingung!
Bingung saat kamu tak tahu apa yang harus kamu lakukan. Jika sudah bingung karena diri sendiri tidak tahu jawabannya (pastinya! makanya disebut bingung), maka saatnya mencari jawabannya dari orang terdekat, seperti kakak dan teman teman. Tapi apa jadinya jika dari mereka pun kamu gak bisa dapat jawabannya? Mungkin kalo kita tanya ke orang tua, pasti jawabannya adalah untuk bertanya kepada-Nya, which is absolutely not wrong either....Indeed, it's the best way! I know I can get the most definite answer only from God...
Tapi kemudian, somehow, kamu sadari bahwa yang kamu butuhkan bukanlah jawaban apalagi consolation. Yang kamu butuhkan adalah sebuah pembenaran. Pembenaran atas tindakan yang mau kamu lakukan. Jadi sebenarnya kamu hanya bingung apakah yang akan kamu lakukan itu sudah cukup benar atau tidak...

Nah sekarang bagaimana caranya kita mau tahu itu benar atau tidak untuk dilakukan? Caranya apa? Ya hanya tinggal melakukan itu dan dari hasilnya kamu pasti akan tahu sekaligus belajar apakah tindakan seperti itu bisa benar atau gak. Well, though it could come up with a gray answer, but at least you surely would be over with that damn curiosity....

Have a nice try then, people!

Dreams of the year

2009...
New Year...
New Dreams need to be fulfilled...
I'd made some and believe that God will help me finding the way to achieve them...as long as I keep struggling and fighting.

These are my objectives of the year:
1. Graduating from college
2. Traveling abroad at least once
3. Finding out what I want to do in the future for living

Hopefully by the end of this year, those will be already accomplished...Crossing my fingers!

Can I just sleep all day long???

Well, well, well!!! Yesterday was my first day of the internship I'll do till' the next 5 months. It was soooo......confusing rather than exciting. I felt so ...empty and blank. Really didn't know what to do! And even today, as my second day I didn't really expect to be soooo...sleepy! God, I am really in a shitty situation. I wish I could escape at once!

What will happen tomorrow???

When the 1st of January 2009 is almost finished, I can't help but wonder...
What will happen to me tomorrow? and the next day? as well as the day after that day? or next month? Wow, I put curiosity inside my head, but why? Simply just because I've decided this year will be better than next year and I will become a more humble person. Achievements are what I'm definitely going to catch and I'm ready for anything.

A note on the 1st day of 2009

On my bed at 01:57 am WIB time (00:07 GMT)

When I decided to start writing again, I was thinking of what I should put down and perhaps nothing is better than acknowledge the 2008 which has just gone away, because through the whole year I experienced more than I imagined. A lot more... It seems to me that God was too generous to me and life had never been this extravagant. I see 2008 as my year. A year of learning, of ultimate happiness and maximum sadness... A year so extraordinary and yet tasteful! So special.

I perceive 2008 as a chance to go to Thailand for the first time and meet some wonderful new friends, as my last year of devoting for Student Senate FEUI after heartily being committed for almost 2 years, as the first and last experience of being a campaign manager and understanding that politics is tremendously f**king s**t!, as one lifetime experience of traveling around Spain, Morocco, Italy for nearly 3 months and being stolen for more than 800 euro in cash even my damn passport (I cried a lot this moment. It's like I used up all my tears), and finally...as my year of coming back to my second home in Sardegna Italy.

To conclude it all, now I understand that I need to compromise with life and also to believe that dreams are what I suppose to build before every single step I want to take.

And just like that, I am starting this new year with breathe and smile.

*Courtesy of SM FEUI 2007/2008 (3rd photo)
*Courtesy of Rizki Nauli Siregar (4th photo)

- CUIC in Bangkok, Thailand -

- with Maite in A Coruna, Spain -



- Student Senate FEUI 2007/2008 -


- Campaigning -


- Arbatax, Sardegna -

I'm back....!!!

Now, I'm getting back to the real world!
I have to face absurd classes...
and also the fact that I am no more in the student senate which I have been a part of for almost 2 years...
I have to face the truth that I must graduate as soon as possible and meet the real world of working
It would be my greatest worry

One thing to do:
Renew my Life (habits, lifestyle, everything) once again!

In order to Achieve my Goals...

A Lesson From God...

Hari ini, Tuhan memberikan saya sebuah pelajaran besar, yang lebih ingin saya sebut dengan sebuah karunia. Tuhan selalu memiliki cara tertentu untuk mengingatkan umat-Nya yang khilaf, yang lupa. Terjadi dengan cara-Nya sendiri, saya hanya tak pernah menyangka bahwa akan pernah diposisikan dalam kondisi seperti ini. However, it was not something I regreted. I amazingly treasured the moment when it came a lesson from God.