
At a bus station, waiting with other AFS students to go to our very 1st orientation camp in Alghero, Sardinia. It was in October 2003.


Saturday, November 7 2009
Aku + Dirinya = Beku, Kaku, Kosong, Hampa, Diam, semua yang mendung
Tapi mendengar suatu lagu indah dari Endah N’ Rhesa yang begitu…diriku. Layaknya lagu ini diciptakan untuk keadaan saat ini.
I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
I can't stand to wait till' night is coming to my life
I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dreams come true
I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And I knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say hello
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dreams come true
And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes, it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up
Just try and try to get what you want
Coz love will find the way
When you love someone
Just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dreams come true
When you love someone
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dreams come true
Ketika cinta datang, itu tidak akan pernah salah. Karena cinta itu anugerah. Karena itu sudah di luar kuasa manusia. Yang ada cukup pasrah, tapi jangan menyerah. Ikuti saja terus permainan selanjutnya. Percaya! bahwa semua itu indah pada waktunya.
Sunday, October 18 2009
Mengalami minggu yang penuh dengan petunjuk dan inspirasi. Dari teman - teman seangkatan AFS 2004. Ninit, Titis, Meza. Justru di minggu dimana dibutuhkan begitu banyak petunjuk, karena di minggu yang sama keputusan besar sudah diambil berdasarkan sebuah keyakinan kuat yang datang di pagi hari ketika bangun dari tidur. Ninit bilang, “when you do an extreme way, you’ll get an extreme result”. Terus kalo kata Titis, “Why do you have the rush when you have the rest of your life?”. Sedangkan Meza bercerita tentang orang tua nya yang mendasarkan keputusan penting atas perasaan mereka masing – masing dari sholat dan sholat. Berserah pada keputusan Allah. Kalaupun takdir tidak bisa menyatukan, setidaknya itu adalah keputusan dari Tuhan, bukan keputusan labil dari diri ini. Setidaknya itu sudah yang terbaik menurut Tuhan, yang Maha Mengetahui segala - galanya.
Two weeks ago, as of Feb 11th 2009, our family celebrated my parents’ 30th wedding anniversary…WOW, 30 years of being together. My parents have been through so many rocky roads and they are still like when they were just married (at least that’s what they told me…hahhahahaa! Of course I do believe them. They’re my parents after all). The funniest thing of the night was that my father gave my mom a pair of home – made slipper which he found accidentally on our way back home after looking over my sister’s wedding venue as the ANNIVERSARY GIFT and what came more surprisingly was that those cost only IDR 3000/pair. What a laugh! However, my mom was very happy either way, because she always knows… and we all do that my father never do even give gifts, so those were still meant something to her. We enjoyed the occasion with great foods and lots of laugh at our own 20-year-old warm house.
Happy 30th Wedding Anniversary, Mama! Papa! I love you both so deeply much. Thank you for always loving each other which has been making our house as a truly home for us.
The 3000 rupiah/pair home - made slipper