Chocolate High by India.Arie feat. Musiq Soulchild and Heartbreak Warfare by Mr. Mayer

Somehow, I want to listen these songs over and over again. They keep occupying my mind with their lyrics... Oh, I love this world for creating such amazing singers and high quality artists.

Chocolate High 

by India.Arie feat. Musiq Soulchild

Yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh
Ooooh, Ooooh
If we make each other happy, then we just can't lose

I don't mean to be decadent
I might sound like a hedonist
But the simplest way I can put it
You become a habit
The more I consume, the more I gotta have it

Ain't no such thing as too much
If you gave me everything 

It'd never be enough yeah
My black coffee with sugar no 

Cream in the morning

You're my super double caffeine dream yeah

Your precious darkness got me 

So strung out
And lovin' the way that you got me so wide open, my babydoll
Jonesin' and fienin' 

Under my skin
My nerves are screamin' 

When you're not here

See baby I need ya sugar, 

You're so delicious

CHORUS
There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Cause I want you, and I know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

I be trippin' in so many ways if I
Go a single day without a taste of your love
The finest cuisine of today's world
Five stars, oh you're so gourmet girl

I crave you, I want you
Every cell in my body needs you
Tasty like Hershey's and Nestle
You're rich like Godiva boy you just so sexy

(Repeat Chorus)

Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
And I don't ever want to come down
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Oh yeahhhhhh

(Repeat Chorus Thrice)

Heartbreak Warfare 

by Mr. Mayer

Lightning strikes
Inside, my chest to 

Keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really every wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and 

Twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break free at all.
It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you put your weapons down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak warfare. 

I love beach

How I love the beach! 

I always have been having this big fondness of beach since I was just a little girl. Every time I am at the beach and see the sea, feel the breeze and the particular smell coming from it, it always give me some sensation of happiness. I once read that people who love the beach rather than the mountain are very cheerful and open. I do so like to think myself as one of those people. hehehe....  Feel even luckier because I live in Indonesia, a country with zillions of beautiful beaches and I got my exchange year in Sardinia, Italy where it has many, many amazing beaches. God must love me very, very much.... ^^

right - side photo: the credit goes to my host brother, Luca Galaffu.

Happy Eid Fitr 1431 H

Well, I surely know that the occasion was over a week ago, but it just give me an obligation to praise the moment, especially for all the moslems around the globe. 

HAPPY EID FITR 1431 H

MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIZIN

MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN

Hopefully we learn much from this year's Ramadhan and next year, we can feel this holy month again. 

Passing through the day you'd never expected

Do you know the feeling when something is just right? When you know you have the strong faith in your heart that... something is for you? Have you ever been there? Have you...? Just can't help but wonder, is it only me or... is it just the world?

Falling in love!

When the time moved and the date changed to the new year 2010, I just realized that I fell for 2009. I am in love with the year in which sometimes I was put so high yet so down on other times. Oh, why it always happen the same when you don't have it anymore... you just want it back? I do truly fall for the year 2009... and all I can do now is just hoping that 2010 will treat me as well as 2009. As attracting as it was to me...

Happy New Year!!!

Folks, people, everyone... Happy New Year 2010! Wishing you all a brighter new year. Enjoy your last moment with the 2009 and get ready with your resolutions!

(Passion of Traveling) February - March 2010

Hopefully next year, in 2010, I can give myself a big treat by traveling around Java and some part of Nusa Tenggara Timur (eastern part of Indonesia) . I am still searching for some info's, but haven't bought or booked anything yet because still waiting for my graduation.
So, I'll start my journey in February and here's my estimated schedule
10 - 28 February: Nusa Tenggara Timur (Kupang, Flores Island, and Sumba Island)

Kupang, the capital city of Nusa Tenggara Timur

the photo is courtesy of peramatravelclub.com

Kelimutu, three - colored crater lake in Flores Island

the photo is courtesy of floresexplore.com

I am thinking to go to Sumba in February because in this month and also March, they usually have a very cultural yet particular event in West Sumba called Pasola, which is an ancient war ritual festival by two groups of selected Sumbanese men. They ride their colorful decorated selected horses fling wooden spears at each other. This traditional ceremony held in the way of uniquely and sympathetically traditional norms. (from lombokmarine.com)

Pasola

the photo is courtesy of lombokmarine.com

Around March: Tegal and Pekalongan (still thinking of other cities)

Though, I like traveling alone, but you're welcome to join me, because that way makes it less expensive. Later in January, I'll post the exact itinerary and estimated budget for each destination. So get your backpack ready! =)

What's next on 2010?

2009... New Year... New Dreams need to be fulfilled... I'd made some and believe that God will help me finding the way to achieve them...as long as I keep struggling and fighting. These are my objectives of the year:
1. Graduating from college
2. Traveling abroad at least once
3. Finding out what I want to do in the future for living.
Hopefully by the end of this year, those will be already accomplished...Crossing my fingers!

On the 1st of January 2009, I wrote the above entry and you know what? None of them I had accomplished in 2009. However, I think this year, I can and I surely will. In fact... I can check the first one out of the list, because finally... after that pretty damn (too) long period of college, I graduated some days ago. So it left me with the other two, traveling abroad and job. Well, it's still March and I think I already on my way to get them or at least one of them, so I think this year is gonna be great. Just wait for my next entries, maybe I'm gonna add the list more... So exciting! 

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...Buon Natale...
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...Feliz Navidad...
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...Merry Christmas...
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...Selamat Hari Natal...

A Letter to Tuhan (part 2)

Terima kasih banyak Tuhan... Atas begitu banyak bantuan yang selalu diberikan. Terima kasih. Ini semua berkah dari Mu.

at 02.52 am at home and finally have finished the final report